Permanent Change of Habit!

I no longer have a life. Thanks to the abjectly cruel behavior and actions of Kaiser attorney Mike Guasco and his buddy in torment, Kaiser psychiatrist, Marija M. Petrovic, I have been destroyed down to my very soul. I have been through the terrors of Hell because of attacks against my mind and my spirit. They plant doubt and overt attacks against one's sense of reality and truth. They meld their plans and make them complicated so they are hard to relate to others. They create an anxiety for potential future disaster for you, the victim, so that each tick of the clock drags by excruciatingly slowly, with the sword of Damocles hanging over your head by a very thin thread; if that isn't anxiety causing, what is?

It is no way for people in control of a healthcare organization to behave. It is barbaric, repugnant.....and ILLEGAL! Why isn't it being HALTED? In my experience, They manipulated and altered my mental state, and moved on to denigrate our precious court system too. It is very likely that I was blacklisted. Attorneys and law firms who ONLY practiced family law including restraining orders, suddenly said, "we don't practice that kind of law any longer." As I have mentioned, even a creepy law firm that used voice disguising methods and called at 1 A.M. to discuss whatever vile and putrid case one had to offer them for their vulturistic  (and possibly voyeuristic) pleasures, you know, Jeffery Epstein types....
THOSE types of scummy wading in a dank pool of depravity attorneys....TURNED ME DOWN! Me, who used to bring cocoa on cold winter nights to the police officer standing outside the quaint brick station house, with my friend when we were teenagers, has now been branded as a jailed criminal and heckled at by a (mentally questionable) judge muttering "STALKER!" at me as I went timidly to the witness stand! I, who have not had a run in with the law, have now become someone with a negative legal record for supposedly making my doctor afraid of me....for giving him thank you gifts for his dedication and great work! Dust off Ol' Sparky and take 'er for a test run so she fires on all life ending volts (and Amps!) adjust the straps.....and put the adequately moistened sponge and THAT will cure me of ALL That evil gift giving.....FOREVER!

That is what Mr. Guasco and "psychiatrist" Marija Petrovic"did to get rid of me from being a terrifying gift giver to my doctor....with an imaginative side of sleaze tossed in to expedite things with a signing judge.  Now, where else could find as much "fun with law and psychiatry" as with those two?
(If you're are as lucky as me, you could end up in a fancy correctional facility for the weekend!) Aren't twisted, cruel and  deviant minds so much fun?
Nah, maybe not....

WARNING: Next time Kaiser Attorney Michael C. Guasco yells so close to my face with his skanky fetid breath that smells like multiple infectious lab rats found Nirvana in his gaping maw....I am going to kick him in the general direction of where his balls should reside...... the jury is way out on that one.... especially after he lied in court to get me a 2 year extension to a false restraining order....he DESERVES it!

🔥"Liar, Liar" 🔥

Anyone familiar with the old movie "Gaslight? Well, for over three years, I have been living it! (It is not a nice life, either!)

For those neophytes out there, who STILL believe in the integrity of the Legal and Justice Systems---stop reading now--- because I don't want to disillusion you and pop your idealistic Legal and Judicial cherries as was the case with me (well as I am older, so, mine was more of a raisin, than a cherry, but it was, for me, a traumatic and brutal rape scene, none-the less!) Remember! Rape is not love, it is exercising power over someone weaker and more vulnerable!

Kaiser 🔥"Attorney", 🔥Michael C. Guasco🔥, now partner with the law firm of Buty & Curliano took me, a shy and vulnerable senior woman with MS and fragile health condition and denigrated and abused my warm and caring, compassionate heart, merely because he could, or perhaps merely wanted. (I always did have him pegged as a misogynist...) There was no truth to the legal matter into which he threw me. No shades of gray, it was outright fraud! (Unless you consider lies, verified forgeries and one sided and accommodating Judge$, one of whom threw this innocent widow with MS, into jail under a false restraining order to evade the DA's office's intrusion into the matter and who brutally forced an innocent defendant to accept the attorney of the judge's choice, which in essence, hobbled and silenced the defendant, so no Judicial fairness was ever visible! 

Each day I am astonished at what falls under the category of the practice of law, when it seems that what is passing for law is actually seen at the Magic Castle every night, or the circus each day. The quote attributed to P.T. Barnum, "there's a sucker born every minute" was used by gamblers and con men, which pretty much sums up the show in which I have been forced. Just throw in a big bunch of money and the court becomes, "The Big Top!"
What a farce!

Mr. Guasco lorded his power over me, frequently said cruel and abusive things to me and took away even my small bits of hope by saying he could use his false evidence to restrain me forever! He said that the person I care so much about for whom I would die to save his life, hated me and did not want anything to do with me. There is nothing good about a person who seems to derive pleasure out of saying such soul killing things to an innocent person who he knew that stress could be a killer! That is called, intentional infliction of emotional distress! Mr. Guasco is playing both ends against the middle! He pretends he is doing something that will be good in the end, but it is merely his cover story to fall back upon, if someone busts his REAL motivation, which is to please his hidden benefactor! It is a very adept spy tactic, which makes me believe that he had Kaiser psychiatrist, Marija M. Petrovic write his script. To me, she behaves more like a spy due to her cruel ways and elaborate gaslighting and entrapment plans. She is NO normal psychiatrist, which is why I call her a "spychiatrist!" She would call me and tell me that the one I love hated me and was embarrassed by me (Wow, who does she think she is, "Tokyo Rose?") She would hang up on me as soon as I started crying! She called me "STALKER", which was the same thing Judge Novak heckled at me when I walked past her to the witness stand.  Coincidence? No, I don't think so at all....

Guasco put me in a submissive position, because I did not have the means to hire an attorney, and even if I did have the funds to do so, it appeared Mr. Guasco had somehow blacklisted me...I am still unable to hire one. I asked him about it and he merely smiled his superior ringmaster smile at me and left me with that as his only answer, which I interpret as, "Qui tacet consentit".

It gets a bit obvious that something underhanded has been done when attorneys and firms who specialize in restraining order cases say they no longer practice that kind of law, yet their ads continue to tout their excellence at handling those types of cases! Not a lot of creativity, or thought went in to most of the reasons for turning me down. (Hell, why bother with creativity, when there was nothing in it for them?) I even received an anonymous email saying no attorney would ever let me hire them, so any accusations of paranoia on my part, can be laid to rest. One attorney, Marc Pelta, even went as far as to let me interview him and took my court file to "familiarize himself with my case".  I called him a couple of weeks later and he said he had accidentally shredded my file! (That was no small feat, it was large!) The next time I spoke with him, though, he said he shredded it to keep it safe, since it had been sitting around for awhile. (I wonder how long it took him to come up with THAT "genius" excuse?) Did he never think to ask me to come pick it up, or deliver it to me? Well, my brain decided that something was up, so I asked Guasco if he had my court file. His response was, "you mean the one that has your will and your lie detection report in it? Yes, I have it in my safe. Someone delivered it to me, but I don't know who." No return address, no questioning of the delivery person by the receptionist, "just here is a box for a Mr. Guasco?"...(...or bomb, anthrax or perhaps cocaine in bulk? That is seriously lacking in reception work!) "Yes, Mr. Guasco, I believe each and every honeyed word that drips from your crafty, smarmy lips, because you have treated me so VERY well!!

"Mr. Guasco: I absolutely adore it when you get up so close to yell in my face, that I can count your severely over-loaded nose hairs! (A $5 buck investment in nose hair whackers from China, would seriously improve your Neanderthal "look" to a metamorphosis of one slightly more humanoid; I think Darwin would approve...) And, the treat is all mine and when you run away from me, like a tiny little coward as you pull your adorable little cart while your little homunculus leggies frantically scramble to propel yourself along the court corridor (like Kafka's bug clattering around in abject confusion) as you try to evade the terror of actually facing an irate handicapped woman old enough to be your mother (But, probably would never be willing to admit the relationship....yeah, neither would I!)

 I deal in reality, I'll leave the smoke and mirrors to Mr. Guasco.

Anyone who believes Guasco has ANY flea speck of altruism in my matter IS a complete SUCKER! New houses require an extra income from a desperate benefactress who doesn't want to lose her fancy lifestyle providing, other income....right Guasco? It is like rape...love has nothing to do with it....just pure greed and face saving, with a liberal dose of narcissism and revenge thrown in!

I have had to live with the grinding frustration, tormented mind and heart ache over this dark, twisted and maniacal spy "thriller." It has been a terrible subversion of law and justice and a mockery of the Court. Each day I am held to false law and I cry bitter and sad tears, but I still abide by it, while the criminals who claim to be respectable, enjoy lives of shallow, but upscale, criminal greed and hold their human ATM hostage, and unloved. They will drain him for everything he has and then he will be tossed away.

I found myself in the center ring, with Guasco  as the Ringmaster and the judges as the sideshow clowns. They did whatever they were told and with the compassion that I found in Mr. Guasco, I'd find it less dangerous to put my head into the mouth of a lion who hasn't seen a scrap of food for a week!

I was the tightrope walker with no net and an audience that prayed for a misstep.  Either way, I was assured of being completely fucked no matter how great my balance!




PS. If I should end up dead, it was because of Kaiser "attorney" Mr. Guasco and Kaiser "Psychiatrist" Marija M. Petrovic and their cruel and soul destroying plans against me. I hope they can find good lawyers, because my proof and witnesses know it all first hand. NO ONE should have to deal with them; they did horrible things to me along with judges they twisted the law for over 3 years! They did it for someone else, who was jealous? I guess. Revenge? Could be. Power trip? Likely.

False R.O. continued....

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Haviva von Martinitz <countessprague@gmail.com>	4:23 PM (1 minute ago)
to Richard, Eric, PD, jwade

I have been through the wringer and expected to
understand what was going on, plus I was frightened
to death about my friend's safety, because of my own
brutal treatment and the fact that they forged his
signature so often. This situation is untenable, unkind
and unfair. It was done to make me cave in, or die.
I do not believe anyone thought I would survive this
long. No matter what it was for, it was wrong and
illegal. It should be stopped. No illegal matter
should be allowed to continue. I am angry, but mostly,
I am disappointed in the people in authority who should
look out for the welfare of the citizens of this country.
It has been a situation of covert activity to terrorize
and disable. Where in that sounds like a good idea,
or legal plan? NOWHERE is the answer! I could
have died, yet no help from ANY of the people who
SHOULD have helped me. It has been tantamount
to condoning torture! I am not exaggerating, I have
been living in terror and despair. How could anyone
with even the tiniest bit of compassion not feel badly
for a senior widow with MS who was purposely
attacked by professionals? They did. No one helped
at all. Only my own determination got me through
it, thus far, but I feel dead inside. 

I am still left in the dark. 

Where is the humanity? M.I.A.! If I die, then you
all can feel relieved, I guess. Hard to understand.

--

Sincerely,

Cheryl Petrovich

False Restraining Order

I have been through the wringer and expected to understand what was going on, plus I was frightened to death about my friend's safety, because of my own brutal treatment and the fact that they forged his signature so often. This situation is untenable, unkind and unfair. It was done to make me cave in, or die. I do not believe anyone thought I would survive this long. No matter what it was for; it was wrong and illegal. It should be stopped. No illegal matter should be allowed to continue. I am angry, but mostly, I am disappointed in the people in authority who should look out for the welfare of the citizens of this country. It has been a situation of covert activity to terrorize and disable. Where in that sounds like a good idea, or legal plan? NOWHERE is the answer! I could have died, yet no help from ANY of the people who SHOULD have helped me. It has been tantamount to condoning torture! I am not exaggerating, I have been living in terror and despair. How could anyone with even the tiniest bit of compassion not feel badly for a senior widow with MS who was purposely attacked by professionals? They did. No one helped at all. Only my own determination got me through it, but I feel dead inside.
I am still left in the dark.
Where is the humanity? M.I.A.!

Kaiser Law Firm Nearly Killed Me!

R.O.

to Richard, PD, Eric

Hello All,

One thing that is odd (out of all the many others)
is that after Dr. L testified

 in court that my gifts were "very nice and expensive"
and he said my 

name so kindly, but it was all ignored. That proved
that the R.O. was false, which should have itself
ended the entire thing, but instead, I was put in 

jail. I mean, is the court just used now as a place
of punishment, not for 

the purpose of truth finding? So, if I have a grudge
against someone or 

just want to prank them, if I have the money, I can
buy a phony court hearing, judges etc, and I can
railroad someone through a fake hearing, and put
them through frightening torment before, and during,
with false contempt charges and jail them, yell at them,
have them feel like dirt, compromise their health,
depress them so much they might take their own lives
and that's okay with authorities? Was I in a coma when
what WAS  abuse of court prior, is now just another
function of the court? Do they 

have package deals for birthdays, weddings,
Bar/Bat Mitzvahs, etc? Mine must have cost someone
quite a few bucks! It has been going on over 3.5 years!
To get police and attorneys, etc, to turn a blind eye and
refuse to help the victim, is beyond belief. How far
reaching IS it? I mean, I just heard of a man who was
drinking and driving and ended up in a car accident and
a 16 year old boy was killed. The drunk driver was 

sentenced 6 years in jail, but was let out after three.
I was given a 2.5 years R.O. (and they put my doctor's
name on it) for giving my doctor gifts that he accepted
and liked and they added some absurd thing about me
crossing personal boundaries (which was ignored in
court) then I got 2 more years R.O. for a completely
manufactured contempt charge, using old emails from
2015 as "evidence" and then being screamed at outside
the courtroom by some homunculus (Guasco)
with a big mouth who said he could make it last
forever. Isn't there something a bit off about that?
If I had punched that bloviated little turd in the nose,
would that have just been "a part of the fun?" Because,
I missed out on that....may I have a do over? So,
was I supposed to suffer and hopefully survive all the
disdain, fear, humiliation, the worry, all the time spent
writing to people for nothing? If I had killed myself,
would that also have been "just part of the fun, or
collateral damage?" So, Guasco and
Marija M. Petrovic are sadistic "party planners?"
Is that it? 

Could I have the cake now, because this party is
lame and the "bouncy " is flat. I want off this
"crazy ride" and go back to living my life. I have
already lost enough time and there is no refund
on time....Please give me time off for good behavior.
Please stand up for me. I have been crying again
all the time and my hair is falling out (I had that
already during chemo). Look, my husband
drowned, then I was diagnosed with a rare
cancer. I spent most of a year in the hospital,
while my newly fatherless teenager tried to
recover from the horror of losing his dad to
drowning and searching for his father with
the Coast Guard. For a year he was basically on
his own. I lost my home. I lost my money to
predators. I have M.S. and an M.S. brain lesion
that could kill me. Could I get a break?

Please help end this for me, now okay? I keep
getting sick from the stress and I am lethargic
and do very little. I pretty much have one foot in
the grave. Either push me in, or give me a hand.
This life I am leading is not a life. It is being a 
zombie. I am so serious, I have tears streaming 

down my face now.

After all this sadistic crap, I deserve to have
all my future pressies from Tiffany's. 

(Just kidding!)

Hugs,

Cp

I will go to the California Supreme Court with this injustice!